Loneliness

Oct. 11th, 2011 03:11 pm
madame_denna: Denna my Mistress (Denna - chains broken)
[personal profile] madame_denna
Pairing: Denna/Cara
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: angst
Word count: ~320
Written for: [livejournal.com profile] legendland
Prompt: A character knowingly has 24 hours to do anything they want without anyone else remembering once the 24 is up
Disclaimer: No copyright infringement intended. They are not mine and - of course - no money is made.



Denna walked down the long hallway of her brothel, she never expected to own one though. Despite herself she let her thoughts wander and remembered a time when she was still at the temple in Jondralyn, Lord Rahl's favorite Mord'Sith and had a legion of her sisters at her command.

Ever so quietly, the familiar feeling creeped into her and fulfilled her wholly with a strange, persistent sensation - before her trained mind was able to lock it out.

Loneliness.

Sometimes it had tried to overwhelm her before, but she had always succeeded to keep it at arm's length. Today was difficult.

It was the same day the Seeker came along with his Mord'Sith. She knew that Cara was like her an outcast among the Mord'Sith, but the thought did not quite managed to comfort her tortured mind as much she had hoped it would.

There was a difference. Once there was none.

As she caught Cara, leaving her new place to live, she asked her to stay - just a moment longer.

Cara distrusted her - and Denna distrusted Cara just as much. But that was not the status Denna wanted to change. She did not know what she wanted in that moment – but she was sure Cara was able to provide it.

And indeed, Cara provided her with a brief moment of pure bliss.

A moment of feeling whole and complete again – like the Mord'Sith she once had been.

The day went by and Cara left. Denna had wanted to close the gaping hole inside her – yet it only had grown even bigger.

The wizard, who had been in her service, was able to solve her problem - in her very own way. The day repeated itself just with a different outcome.

She never had to be afraid of her loneliness again, when the arrow pierced her heart - and she stepped backwards off the cliff.

Date: 2011-10-11 03:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] musicffyou.livejournal.com
wow...that was amazing.

Thanks for posting!

Date: 2011-10-11 06:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madame-denna.livejournal.com
Thanks for reading and commenting! :) Glad you enjoyed it! :)

Date: 2011-10-11 07:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theonlyspl.livejournal.com
Aha! I just knew this one had to be yours! XD
Love it <3

Date: 2011-10-11 09:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madame-denna.livejournal.com
I have no idea how you figured that one out!! ;)
I too, have the slightest, but really only the very slightest, idea which possibly could be yours ;)
Thank you! xD

Date: 2011-10-12 01:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theonlyspl.livejournal.com
ROFL. It was pretty obvious. :P
WHAT? No way! I didn't write one I'm about to post it here and on ff.net (WHY ISNT DENNEE AN OPTION ON FF.net???!!
I like...never do writing challenges. Maybe once in a blue moon sadly, this is very true

Date: 2011-10-12 09:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madame-denna.livejournal.com
Haha. like I said to tequilajuju (she knew as well) I NEED TO CHANGE TACTICS! ;)
LOL!!!!!!!! Oh it was soo good! Do that please! Everybody will love it! Like I did. Yeah I know, I've seen it as well as I was looking for Dennee fiction!! I was like: WHUT??? OMG! ff.net can't be serious!! We need to do something about it, I will have a look.
What??? Why is that?? It's a shame! Oh please do!

Date: 2011-10-12 09:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madame-denna.livejournal.com
Alright I sent an email. We will see how it works out :)

Date: 2011-10-12 09:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theonlyspl.livejournal.com
LOLOL YES. Next time write Dennea, everyone will assume its mine ROFL. ;)
IKR. No Dennee and no Lucinda >_______> *AGIELS FF.net*
I know >__> I just get writers blocked so easily or no inspiration, so I never finish fic challenges on time :P

Date: 2011-10-12 09:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madame-denna.livejournal.com
Haha! I should do that! ;) Gosh this children thing.. I've absolutely again no idea.. its aweful...
I send them a mail for both characters to be included.. Try it harder ;) It's a shame, when you don't do it! ;)

Date: 2011-10-13 07:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theonlyspl.livejournal.com
yeah I cant think of any ideas, which is why i will probs skip it lol
yaaaaay i hope they fix it! XD

Date: 2011-10-13 10:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madame-denna.livejournal.com
It might be one I won't either.. I will see I'm going to agiel my muse a little bit ;)
I hope so too, I have no answer yet, but I will keep you posted! ;)

Date: 2011-10-14 10:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theonlyspl.livejournal.com
Haha :) Okay please keep me posted XD

Date: 2011-12-16 09:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madame-denna.livejournal.com
Well I finally got an answer. But I must have misunderstood it, because if not, they are planning to take all the Legend of the Seeker fiction down with the next update to comply with the wishes of Terry Goodkind. Here is the mail (tell me that I'm wrong, please:

Re: "New" characters for Legend of the Seeker

This category will be deleted at the next category update.

FanFiction.Net respects the expressed wishes of the following authors/publishers and will not archive entries based on their work:

• Anne Rice
• Archie comics
• Dennis L. McKiernan
(...)
• Terry Goodkind


They can't be serious about that..

Date: 2011-12-16 09:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theonlyspl.livejournal.com
D: I think u understood it right!
Grrrrrrrrr not fair!! >__>
thank god we have LJ to post our fics

Date: 2011-12-16 10:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madame-denna.livejournal.com
This is insane.. well I don't bother, I almost just post them here, but that's another way to punish the fans (especially those who aren't on LJ)..

*clings to LJ* :)

Date: 2011-10-11 08:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] chickinwhite.livejournal.com
Uuuh, sad and lonely Denna is just...heartbreaking.
Very touching lil piece!

Date: 2011-10-11 09:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madame-denna.livejournal.com
Yes, it definitely is. I won't imagine, that she ever really felt that way.. Hopefully. I couldn't sleep at night ;)
Thank you! :)

Date: 2011-10-11 09:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] endgirl.livejournal.com
I knew this one was yours! :) Great work!

Date: 2011-10-11 10:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madame-denna.livejournal.com
Me? Writing Denna/Cara fics? No way! ;)
I need to change tactics, you're the second, who figered it out ;)
Thank you! :)

Date: 2011-10-12 03:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] synergyfox.livejournal.com
Wait, you write Denna/Cara? j/k XD

Date: 2011-10-12 03:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madame-denna.livejournal.com
No! *shakes head* No, you must mistake me for someone xD
NEEEVVVVAAAR! *rolf silently*

Date: 2011-10-12 03:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] synergyfox.livejournal.com
It's totally blaspheme. I mean hello, that would be like me writing about Mord'Sith being docile puppies. *snicker*

Date: 2011-10-12 03:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madame-denna.livejournal.com
Ridiculous! This is entirely unrealistic! Mord'Sith being puppies *lol* Yeah, you're totally right! Absurd in every way.. *haha*

Date: 2011-10-12 03:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] synergyfox.livejournal.com
Or being addicted to being the little spoon.

Date: 2011-10-12 04:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madame-denna.livejournal.com
A Mord'Sith being the little spoon?? This is really blasphemy!! *shakes head!* xDD

Date: 2011-10-12 04:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] synergyfox.livejournal.com
Mord'Sith need kittens.

Date: 2011-10-12 04:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madame-denna.livejournal.com
Oh yes they do, some with their own little agiels xDD

Date: 2011-10-12 04:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] synergyfox.livejournal.com
Agiel toting chipmunks! With mini-Rahl outfits! *needs to finish that fic*

Date: 2011-10-12 04:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madame-denna.livejournal.com
*lol* yeah and ~powerful~ magic and epic chipmunk-hair!

Date: 2011-10-12 04:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] synergyfox.livejournal.com
Grr... *mutter mutter*

Date: 2011-10-12 12:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] synergyfox.livejournal.com
*cries* That's so... fucking... sad.

Date: 2011-10-12 03:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madame-denna.livejournal.com
*hands tissue box*
Sorry! :( It's my first angsty one - I like the porn other stuff I write better.. I guess I'm not the angst/dark/deep feelings writer.. But that's ok *nodds* Where was I? *drifts off*

~ten minutes later~

Ah, thank you for reading my sad stuff! ;)

Date: 2011-10-12 03:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] synergyfox.livejournal.com
*clings to tissues* X_X

Guh, don't get me wrong, I absolutely love this one... it's just so damned sad. Speaking of angst... *totally needs to find angst/dark thing again to continue LotSie fics*

Date: 2011-10-12 03:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madame-denna.livejournal.com
You can keep it! xD

Yeah it is! I cried while writing
What exactly do you need? *pulls out pen and scribbling block*

That icon is bad, I always get distracted! *lol*

Date: 2011-10-12 03:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] synergyfox.livejournal.com
Passing out free tissue boxes is like a full time job anymore :P

Guh *pat pat* so sad...

XD To write this threesome for Lost Girl so I can jump back into LotS but it isn't ~flowing.

I have two... trampy Kahlan 1 and 2... *doesn't remember which one that other one was*

Date: 2011-10-12 03:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madame-denna.livejournal.com
LOLOLOL you're awesome! xD

yeah *sniffs*

Oh yes please! You have to jump back into LotS!!! Seriously! You could do the most absurd thing in the world and write a smutty Denna/Cara fic! It would be absolute novelty! *nods*

Oh, this is bad too Ahhhhhhhh.. but soo great! *lol*

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